Wednesday, May 20, 2009

*Tic-Toc*

A man walks into a restaurant in 1950 and comes out in 2009. He's content with who he is but can't conform to the society all around, So he travels from time to time trying to find his place Somewhere familar > which he can't find because the world keeps moving forward as he keeps getting left behind. As he stares at the same sun in both times he can't help but see the glare of the one thing he's been looking for. Unsure of what it is > all he hopes is that he will make there in time, As he walks into a restaurant for his final meal....


- m&m

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Who would think the Liar would get tired of the Lies...part 2

Returning to this web that has no wholes, why do I pretend I'm stuck in it after all I'm the one that made it. It feels so comfortable here that I don't wanna leave. Is it back to the lies or will the liar tell the truth.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Who would think the Liar would get tired of the Lies...part 1

Don't threaten me with that. There were so many times where I could have left and not even cared. Ok?!? So don't act like you have the upper hand because its been dealt to me for a while. Even in the rocky parts, I might have used to see something new but I came back and sowed everything together the best I can. Time and after time, you'd think I was a professional at this. sometimes i feel like one. making sure I get every little spot that leaks. Been in this battle more than I should have been. Who would have thought the Liar would get tired of lies. I thought I was free of lies when I saw the light. Instead this light been flickering on & off the whole time. Why just look at it flickering when I can fix it. I'm tired of this, the other day I walked by a electric store and was blinded by the lights.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Found In The Sound Of Separation

Being pulled in a million ways For two sides that the love is like wild fire-I just wanna burn for you.Tired of burning for the world and somewhat for them.
Nothing just happensso whats the reason it all happened can this be happeningLet them Go
In the mist of separation, threw all this noise -Ive found who I'm supposed to be.
So let this be my third day, I've dined with sin for the last time
This is all in the past, I've done the unwanted with the wanted.
Stuck In the middle, Looking at who I can become on each side.
Finding who I am destined to be in the separation.Alive and functioning Over dazed and confused. Didn't know how to stop-On the roller coaster that took me everywhere.temptation never felt so easy,
Burning it up never felt so good,
Letting go of it all was the feeling I've never felt.
Will you take me serious this timecalculation of these two sides makes the problem seems easy.
Reaching for another trick out of the hat or from up my sleeve, So many tricks but nothings there.
This is how its supposed to be,to get to there I must stay here
Let me light the match to the never ending fire, that burns for the above.

Amen.

I need you- Right Now Lord come into my life with such an impact. I feel lost without you, I know your here with me but I want to feel an impact in me that is so powerful that I know you are working in me - preforming Open heart surgery-
I want to live for you...I believe, I Believe !
You are walking with me (I am walking with you)
When its times like these only one set of footprints because you have carried me- you've been here all along..its time I come back and open my eyes to the truth that is You.
"Rid me of myself, I belong to you"
I want nothing more than to be with you, I want to shine so bright that I Will light the way for those in darkness.
My savior, anything else that I'm dealing with that us holding me down or in my way, any situations that are in my life, I just want to give them all to you - I lift them up to you-
through it all , You never let me go -HALLELUJAH-
praise you father, I praise you for who you are - for what you've done and yet to do.
Hold me close, let your love surround me, open the eyes of my heart....Lead me so I can Lead others.
Feeling the power of your love - here and now , forever and ever I turn to you -all that Ive been searching for can be found in you.
I love you Jesus :lover of my soul:

Im Ready

I want to live for you Lord, fill me with your word, your spirit, your love.
I want to live each day knowing that no matter what happens you will always be here with me
There is no greater love than the love you have
I want to live with a song love, faith, hope, and praise for you Lord
Like the song goes " I want to live likes there is no tomorrow, I wanna dance like no-ones around, I wanna sing like no ones listening, I wanna give like I have plenty, I want to Love like I'm not afraid, I want to be the man I was made to be".
So father God I want to live for you- as each day goes by I will get closer to the man you've made me to be.
I want to live my life so I can live again. I will live a life that people can see your love threw me,
I will be a light to people who are in the darkness.
I want to live to know and Love you with all my heart I will Love you with the life I live.
Jesus I live for you in everything I do, I'm holding on to you Always and Forever.

who...

This Is Who I Am -
Who the Lord wants me to be, who he made me to be
This I'd felt, since so new to everything
I've always knew you were there
Waiting for me
This is what I love, this is what I need, This is what is destined to be
So Understand I've changed for the best, the best that you've wanted me to be.

Now is the time, their time, Our time, My time, YOUR TIME.